A Superhero

想忘记您，但总是不能

2008-09-19T12:54:55Z

A song reminded me so much of you today.
I was just talking about the same thing to my best friend a few days ago.

Saying that,
Remember talking about looking at the moon every night?
So that we will never feel so far from one another because despite where we are, hey we're looking at the same big round moon.
To us, the thought of looking at the same thing, at the same time, made us feel closer.

Although you were at camp and i was at home.

Corrinne May- Same Side of the Moon lyrics(part of it)

"It's still the same side of the moon
That we'll be looking on when the world turns blue
And know that time and space
Can't come between me and you
We share the same side of the moon
And though you'll never see all my tears shine through
I know that I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon

To think that i still can't get over you. Funny, isn't it?

But at least I know my studies hold a higher priority as compared to ..you

And I know that I ain't going to let anything take me away from my path to success.

:)
God loves me.

Change of heart.

2008-09-14T17:22:43Z

Your heart will lead you home

sunny days and starry nights
lazy afternoons
you count the castles in the clouds
and hum little tunes

but somehow right before your eyes
the sun fades away
everything is different
and everything has change

if you feel lost and on your own
and far from home
you never alone, you know

just think of your friends
the ones who care
they all will be waiting there
with love to share
and your heart will lead you home

funny how a photograph can take you back in time
to places and embraces
that you thought you left behind

they're trying to remind you
that you're not the only one
that no one is an island
when all has said and done

there'll come a day when you're losing your way
and you won't know where you belong
they say that home is where your heart is
so follow your heart know that you can't go wrong

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Hello, and i'm back to lj. I will update right after exams. Toodles, darlings.

For the love, and love, and love, and love.

Bowling!

2008-06-04T08:59:31Z

Today is a fairly fun play day. I heard that IKEA'S DONE WITH IT'S RECONSTRUCTING AND ALL. And I am going to pull mommy to go ikea with me and splurge on pretty tabletop accesories. I just LOVE ikea. (sounds weird).

Yay, i went Bowling today with v and d! Yayyyyy. Such fun. :D And then i came home and then went for tuition. Reached Unipath at 4, and then kevin said: Whoa, you're super early. Lesson's not till 6 you know? . WHAT. He told me it's at 4-6pm lah please. Irritating make-ups. Oh well, it's better than throwing away money when i don't go for lessons.

so later i got to go back at 6 for the 2 hour class. >:@

Kungfu Pandaaaaaaaaa tomorrow with mommy. Get a new wallet. Study.

Study. Study. Do physics and prepare a little geog.
Ah i'm so lazy. I couldn't even wake up early to give a friend a call before he goes overseas. :S

Target for the holiday:
1. Finish frigging homework before end of next week
2. Finish majority of projects by 18 june.
3. Revise History and Social studies + Geog.
4. Get rid of pimples and sleep only 8 hours per day.
5. Don't be lazy.
6. Stop spending money on bowling and food.

Liyi.

2008-06-03T14:05:40Z

HOW COULD YOU.

go and finish your aosdnoanfsoainsdjkabsnflasdas compo and letter now. and your secretly-said-done-already tuition compo.

gosh, you are so totally not hardworking.

and so bimbo.

oh whatever.

Send out J's photos by email tmr,
meet D and V at gombak mrt.
go home early.
Go tuition don't forget.
revise math.

I hate holidays to a certain extent. I'm not gonna set the perimeters to show how much i hate 'em.

find mr lee. do geogggg, do chemmmm.

endless love?
Endless Work.

♥ Endless Love

2008-06-02T15:42:15Z

Two hearts,
Two hearts that beat as one
Our lives have just begun

Forever, Ill hold you close in my arms
I cant resist your charms

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Oh. a week of holiday has passed. I miss chiangrai, i miss theerasak. God, i miss him so much.

Oh liyi you have done online one homework? GOSH.

You better finish all your chinese homework by tomorrow! 读后感，应用文两个，作文一个。 Die already lah, liyi why you so lazy.

Finish chinese, and one physics paper la liyi.

liyi liyi liyi. you lazy nut.

sleep sleep sleep now. don't watch tv.

I love Theerasak.

2008-05-27T11:45:57Z

He wants to marry me, do you know that.
He loves me, do you know that.
He misses me, do you know that?

I love him.
I miss him.
I think of him every second or two, how he's doing, and how was school.

Whether he's listened to Sister, and if he went to the hong nam regularly.
Whether he has recovered from his cough.

Theerasak, i will see you again.
I love you.

So what if he's ten, love is blind.

It's Vesak Day !

2008-05-19T14:19:13Z

And i didn't go to the temple.

Ohhhhhhhh, i miss that idiot.
I'm flying on the 21st. Miss me, someone.

Dear God, I miss you.

2008-05-17T11:37:17Z

I gotta say what’s on my mind.
Something about us, doesn’t seem right… these days.
Life keeps getting in the way.
Whenever we try,
somehow the plan is always rearranged.

It’s so hard to say,
but I gotta do what’s best for me.
You’ll be okay…

I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
I just don’t belong here,
I hope you understand.
We might find our place in this world someday,
but at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.

Don’t wanna leave it all behind.
But I get my hopes up and I watch them fall every time.
Another color turns to grey.
And it’s just too hard… to watch it all… slowly fade away.

I’m leaving today
Cause I gotta do what’s best for me.
You’ll be okay…

I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
I just don’t belong here,
I hope you understand.
We might find our place in this world someday,
but at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.

What about us?
What about everything we’ve been through?

You know I never wanted to hurt you.

What about me?

What am I supposed to do

I gotta leave but I’ll miss you

miss you.

So I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
why do you have to go
I just don’t belong here,
I hope you understand.
trying to understand
We might find our place in this world someday,
but at least for now,
I want you to stay
I gotta go my own way.

I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
what about us?
I just don’t belong here,
I hope you understand.
trying to understand
We might find our place in this world someday.
but at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.

I’ve gotta go my own way,
I’ve gotta go my own way,

my A1....

2008-05-16T15:36:35Z

I screwed up physics. Big time.

Inside your Heaven,
I've been down,
Now i'm blessed.

I felt a revelation coming 'round.

I guess it's right,
it's so amazing
Everytime I see you, I'm alive.

You're all I've got,
You life me up,

The sun and the moonlight
All my dreams are in your eyes.

I wanna be inside you heaven,
take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way

I wanna be the earth that that holds you,
every bit of air you're breathing in
A soothin' wind,
I wanna be inside your heaven

When we touch, when we love
The stars light up
The wrong becomes undone
Naturally, my soul surrenders
The sun and the moonlight
All my dreams are in your eyes

And I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way
And I wanna be the earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathing in
A soothing wind
I wanna be inside your heaven

When minutes turn to days and years
When mountains fall, I'll still be here
Holdin you until the day I die
And I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way

I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way
I wanna be earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathin' in
A soothin' wind
I wanna be inside your heaven
Oh yes I do
I wanna be inside your heaven

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Today we drew and coloured and cut. Ate and scooped and paid and took.

It's pretty interesting, making new friends and all. Those cool girls from the Chiangrai Team! Ah Ner-ng(me), and my beloved Ah-family. you have, Ah song, Ah Saam, Ah Sii, Ah Haa, Ah Hok, Ah Jet, Ah, Pa-et, Ah Kaaw and so on and so forth. It started out as playing the thai version of Concentration.

Spent much fun times with my dearest Ah Sii, Ah Haa. Super funny girls i'd say. :D Bonding with 'em have been so much fun i simply can't wait till the 21st!

Learning origami, the mass dance, thai, and even singing has been pretty fun and enjoyable.

Another CR trip meeting tmr, 1000 to 1230 i think. Whee. Although i'm torn between spending time with the girls, CR, guides, and self study. I guess i should be able to catch up in future. OH PHYSICS. Why'd you do this to me.

I mugged you, I studied you. You stupid thing. I must do better next time or I'll go and get tuition. (EWWWW)

I miss primary school. Like the old days when i used to run about the canteen playing catching, tickle one another during class hours. colour the pictures in my textbook. play country erasers with sitting buddies. quarrel about having to hold a guy's hand, and spending early mornings with my friend's on our favourite canteen benches.

Alma mater... alma mater..hail hail hail...

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I need to hype up. I need to scream at a school event. I need to do foot drills. i need to feast. I need to study. I need to sleep.

go liyi, go and do engrish now. before it's too late.

sleep everyone. Toodles, g'night.

Done and over ?

2008-05-14T15:04:53Z

I could use duct tape to tape your mouth up. You Jerk.

Chiangggg rai

2008-05-12T11:54:51Z

Thailand on the 21st.
21st.
21st.
D:
D':

WHYYYYYYYYYY. WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME. WHY. MY CHECKING OF SCRIPTS DAY IS GNA BE SPENT ON AN AEROPLANE. I WANT MY REPORT SLIP ON THE DAY EVERYONE ELSE GETS IT. D: why why why! But nevermind. I love aeroplanes and i'm going to have a wonderful wonderful WONDERFUL EXPERIENCE THERE. <3

你像蝴蝶飛離我的世界　我看不見你美麗的臉
眼淚流成河你還是學不會往前（回）飛

你像蝴蝶才回我的世界　讓我學會感動和感謝
我不停唱你還是聽不見　我想說的話
你再也無法笑著回答

你現在的另一個家　有沒有會唱歌的月光
是不是下雪會出太陽　會不會你還是想家
我在這裏　還陪著你呼吸
我看著你　以為只是去散心

你像蝴蝶飛離我的世界　我看不見你美麗的臉
眼淚流成河你還是學不會往前（回）飛

你像蝴蝶才回我的世界　讓我學會感動和感謝
我不停唱你還是聽不見　我想說的話
你再也無法笑著回答

你現在的另一個家　有沒有會唱歌的月光
是不是下雪會出太陽　會不會你還是想家
我在這裏　還陪著你呼吸
我看著你　以為只是去散心

Happy Mother's Day

2008-05-11T15:39:46Z

absolutely no urge to write. to blog.

You can see through my flaws and keep loving me

2008-05-10T13:36:26Z

creating a gigantic potpourri of scents within the circle of buildings...

I am going to post everyday since i have so much time to spend now. And i shall just talk about what i did. I am a boring person.

My walkathon card is pathetic, with only 25 dollars. But i can't even think of who to look for to ask for donations, considering that i hardly visit my relative's houses anymore. But tomorrow is Mother's day. Heh. I shall wake up early tomorrow morning, to call WL and S, regarding the girl guide discussion, since it'll be disastrous if i forget again. I need reminders. Naggy reminders.

And so i shall exercise. Run, jog, swim, tennis perhaps. In attempts to lose some weight! And i should jump everyday to help my body grow taller. It sucks being so short all the time. And pimples! Oh my goodness you pimples, just leave me alone and go pimple someone else.

Whatever.

I want to watch Grease. I need to rent the CD or buy it or something. Get it in my hands... somehow.

So i'll be off to thailand, up in the mountains, in the villages, on the 21st. That's just about a little more than a week more. It's gonna be so exciting, and fun. Hopefully the kids there are very friendly and they'll play with me. ~~I wonder whose going to realise i wasn't there in school on the 21st. :/~~ gosh i'm so insignificant.

A_ didn't even know i was sick that day. D;

So now i have three books to read! Liyi read. read. read.

Reminders:
-call wl and s
-discussion : agenda, icf, positions, walkathon, camp,
-durian cake
-send out post card
-read
-find mrs c. k. regarding leadership training
-find mrs k. regarding checking of papers.
-exercise~

Whispered goodbye, and she got on the plane, never to return again.
But always in my heart.

Dear God, please help me make the pimples go away and stop coming. Please God, please! And give me wonderful results or my Mid years!

Take a risk, take a chance, make a Change

2008-05-09T15:24:46Z

Love doesn't make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.

Oh yay, movie marathon at JM's house was fun, fun, fun! HAHA, i will so irritate Cassandra again in pillow fight. Heh. I think i need a sleepover! Oh my gosh i have so many things to do this holiday!~

I need to exercise.
I need to read books.
I need to listen to chinese songs.
I need to concentrate.
I need to yoga.
I need PEACE.

~~i need/want a dog~~

Reading starts tomorrow. And concentrating! <3

Toapayoh library and Tomyamkung with Casse and Tf.

Whoopee doo.

End of Mid-years

2008-05-09T01:32:01Z

Oh yay, now i have another blog.

Mid years have ended and i am so (totally~) happy! Now i have all the time in the world. Okay not exactly. But well, more time at least. I should start learning to sleep early.

Now it's down to the results. Hopefully i would pass every single subject with at least an B?

English,
Chinese,
E Math,
A Math,
Physics,
Chemistry,
P. History,
E. Geography,
Social Studies.

Dear heavenly father,
It's been some time since i talked to you. Thank you, for letting St. Margaret's become an Autonomous School. Thank you for helping me get through the interview successfully, and for the others as well. I hope that St. Margaret's will be awarded the NE award as well. I didn't use to like St Margs, but now that i do. I want the best for her.

Please bless my mid year examination results, because i really wish/want/hope to hit my targets, realistic targets, so that i can aim higher for the next time. For the mid years, i have not done my best for all the subjects, and i hope you are not angry. I did try my best in my examination though, and i didn't come out from the invigilation room with a spotlight on me. (private joke), So please please let me get hit my targets.

I love you forevermore.

Amen.

School now, for Chiang Rai CIP programme discussion. Whoopeedoo. Off i go now, toodles.